On Your Mind 2...

[Dory]

aaah mother's instinct for something that was goin to happen heh

now the philosopical thing is, if you hadnt told her, would she still have broken it? lol

aaanyways...im thinkin about the music i listenin to...cant beat a good spot of classical music to lighten the soul heh (the song i got on i think its in from the Hovis advert heh)

[retro399]

lol,i am sure she will be fine,dory,it was just weird,thats all,another girl in her class broke 3 fingers in the same game,and a couple of weks ago a boy in her class broke his arm falling off his bike!funny enough,his mum and dad were in the same hospital at the same time as us this morning for his check-up!

[Dory]

FKS SAKE! i'm thinkin about the noisy fks outside the back of our house....there's 4 14/15 year old girls shouting their heads off....and theyve all got bottles full of vodka and coke...theyre completely sozzled...its 6pm and the underages are completely off their heads and being disruptie already....

this world is goin down the drain...

EDIT - theyve now been joined by 3 12/13 yr old boys on bikes....tssk

[retro399]

i would kill emma if i found her drinking like that!hopefully she knows better,i didnt,i was drinking cider and carlsberg special brew at 14,you could say i got in with the wrong crow,but i am a good girl now!

[Dory]

hah

ok, i'll copy and paste this from my journal..

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Ok...i'm just gonna copy last night's diary entry (missin out some stuff...thats for my eyes only...but most of its there)...saves me writin it all out again.

FÚCK! I'm a jink ;| Anywho, I was followed from the bridge to Drumcroom by this cute little white and tabby kitty...im sure it just felt like having some company...i wanted to steal it heh. I got into Maximes, a couple of minutes before Mich, had time to go to the toilets and check i wasnt flashing at everyone. When she go there, we just wandered round for a bit then sat near the door. Got talking to this lad, he seemed nice enough (turned into Mich's shadow later on though) and i kept looking at the door everytime someone walked in, hoping it was Mark. After an hour n half, i'd just about given and in he walks ;D...still with his g/f ;|. GAH!

Anyway, we eventually got together; dancing, hugging, laughin, talking etc (had a great laugh, the whole 'cumberland sausages' and me darin him to walk down the stairs and back up again without touchin the handrails and not falling over, it took him 10 minutes and i kep tryin to push him down...we were laughin so hard ;D i was almost in stitchies)

We were gettin closer and closer, sat on the floor, our legs leanin on each other's...and still havin a laugh cos i was being 'aunty jenn' lol so we both end up with our phones out, showin the random pics we got on em and i just casually add in that i dont have his new number anymore...so he puts it in my phone ;D this is when his g/f (Niki) shows up, as he typing it in. Anywho, he introduces us properly and she turns out to be ok..much better than his last, i could actually talk to her so yeah, i dont wanna kill her as much now lol
She eventually wanders off again so me and Mark got back to peein about, then he realises his phone's missing....so me and him are wanderin round lookin for it, and i manage to get my arm stuck between the couches...so he puts his arm down too and gets hold of my hand tssk nutter lol but anyway, we couldnt find his phone anywhere...we told them down at the front and the dj announced it, but still...and he was really upset (and believe me when i say, i know how he feels on this, been there bought the tshirt) so after talkin to me for a bit, he went home. And i was upset for him, and Mich and her shadow were down each others throats all night so i saw no reason for me to stay, so i left too.

Ooh oh!, there was also this odd, creepy guy came talking to me, offered me the company of him and his friend (i was sittin on my own cos Mich was still not coming up for air and i didn wanna be stood near the speakers). So i thought, hell why not. Then he says my lip piercings are cool, and can he touch them....gah! er no...but he did anyway...so i bit his finger lol
THEN he asks if i had any money on me (of course, i didn) and if i wanted to go to the cashpoint. Nuh-uh! so he goes 'will you wait till i get back? on this couch?' so to fob him off i said sure. Like i dont have a life and friends?! So yeah, I went off dancing with Mark (then the above all happened).
Later on, he finds me (when im talkin to mark, one on one) and says 'you werent there when we got back. Listen i think you're great to get on with, i think you're sexy & i wanna take you out, and that he'd kill Mark cos he was talking to me' and he then kept givin him dirty looks then askin me do i want his phone number.
Hello, the guy's delusional in all senses of the word...he doesnt even know me. He creeped me out way too much, you threaten to kill the person ive loved for 3 years... [...] he sat down next to mark (a little too close than either of us liked) and im sure he nicked mark's phone, because thats when it disappeared :\
He then started kissing Jayne in front of me as if to say 'look what you're missing, are you jealous yet?'...sorry for Jayne, yes....jealous, no.
Anyway, hope his phone turns up...*keeps fingers crossed*
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So there you have it, im officially A JINX!!

[retro399]

what a night you had,dory!and yes,i think i am a jinx as well......

[Dory]

ahh what a pair we make eh? *sighs* gah and i love mark even more now...NOT GOOD! lol

[Caitlin]

oh dory, he'll soon realise what a gorgeous gal u are, (he probably already has, he's just too scared to admit it lol)

that creepy guys reminds of this guys i met at a party a year ago, after months of txting he asked me out - i said yes, but 20 mins later i decided that i didn't want a boyfriend just yet (he kept telling me he loved me ggrrr...even after like 5 mins of meeting me!) well, that was the last straw, we'd txted each other for months and he was really upset, when i tlked to him on the fone, i was like, "yeah, sorry i'm not ready, i'm just having fun being single right now" and he was all like "Thats ok," blah blah blah...then, 10 minutes after hanging up the fone, he sends me about 50 txts telling me how unfair i was being and all this stuf!! - it really freaked me out!

then i find out he's gonna be at my formal on friday - aaaahhhhhh!!!

[retro399]

dont worry,caitlin,i am sure it will be ok,its like that guy who was stalking me,phoning up and stuff,he was really weird...

[Dory]

men, eh? tssk. lol

ive had two stalkers...one worse than the other...

first one was an ex, who just kept followin me...literally...even when i was with my mum...and he had no reason other than me, to be in that area...

the other, a 6ft+ proper goth/rocker, looong black hair, floor lentgh black coat...he started talkin to me on the internet, saying he and his g/f had seen me around (near the pub a couple of min from my house...which was rather off putting) and they both liked me (and you can work out what he ended up askin) and obviously i said no....so everytime i went to college he was sat outside, then he followed me into my local pub at dinner time and just sat there watchin me, then he's follow me to the club on friday nights and do the same....twas rather scary and intimidating....but luckily i dont think he knew exactly where i lived cos i started walkin different ways home each day when he started...

he's still sort of around now, but doesnt talk to me and i avoid him like the plague (he's shaved his head lol, looks like a shiny potato)...plus ive changed a lot since then (this was 4 years ago...and ya know what im like wi changin my image lol)

aaaaanywho...

on my mind.....guess who? lol

[retro399]

guys can be so weird....

[Dory]

but then again, some women can be just as bad...if not worse when it comes to stalking people lol

i mean, i kinda used to do it in high school...i used to have a list of 10 5th year guys that i liked and would follow em round school all day heh

but thats teenagers for ya ;D

[retro399]

i never did that with girls though,but i see what you mean....

[Caitlin]

yeah i've never followed around boys and stuff at school - but that's because i go to an all girls school lol

[retro399]

i di get beaten up by a gang of girls though,as they were all wanting my boyfriend for themselves!